Could it be...?EDIT (june the 22nd, 2009) ::
Last thursday I got some bad news. I found out that my temporarily contract at my current job won't be renewed. So, as it would expire by september they're going to have to let me go. Why? To keep a long explanation short, because the economy of this world has gone completely to smithereens. And this is the way how people like me have to suffer over it.
I've always gone to work day in, day out, worked late hours because I wanted to. Gave it my everything. And this is what happens to hard working middle class folk. They lose their job.
Bastards, I am not even that expensive to keep. I can think of a whole lot of other people who are in the wrong positions and don't give the company this much of their time. All of those still complain even though they're highly paid and what not.
It makes me mad beyond words.
Wait, I'd better speak in other terms. It -used- to make me mad beyond words. For the last days I have felt nothing but anger and resentment towards this company. But have come to the conclusion that neither one of the big chiefs upstairs will notice my complaining and whining. And even if they do, they wouldn't care less. To them, no matter what kind of work I delivered, I still am a number that costs them money. And that's their problem, they've got to keep a company floating and save up money. Even if this means they have to let the good and hard working people go.
Don't have to like it, but I am not going to sit around and waste my time by complaining none stop about it.
Another three weeks, combined with my maternity leafe, and I'll take up all of my holiday days. That means that my last day at work will be on the tenth of July. And I'll be leaving this company as a happy camper. Full aware of the fact that until January, I still get the money I should earn and can live a life with out having to worry about a job.
I think we'll be getting enough things on our heads, starting from September, as it is.
So, with this I am here to tell you that if life will let us. I can be focusing some of my attention back on to my art a little sooner then I first thought I would.
Any way, got to go!
WyZEND EDIT
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(june the 17th, 2009)
Could it be? That the end is almost in sight? That it won't take long any more and maybe, maybe one day soon enough I'll have more time for my art/website/writings and pretty much my life?!
I damn near hope so. Crapperdy crap (new word (c) ME XP) this isn't even funny any more. Time flies by, things need to be done, work needs to be done and oh yieah, hormones... are very much tricky little bastards.
This journal entry once again serves only to let the rest of my friends on this lovely site know that I am indeed alive. Working on my art whenever I can, but mostly working my ass off as well.
Since the last journal post in April, my boyfriend and I have completely redone the bathroom. (And since putting up new tiles and such is not exactly easy, our first try turned out to be quite the trial..
) Many cussings, yellings, days and tears later (like I said, dang those hormones!) we managed to finally finish that. Next project.. the baby room. Holy crap, we still need to do so much... when will it end?! In the meantime, our baby is doing extremely well. Not caring much about what's going on in mom and dad's life (yikes, mom and dad! O_O; ). We already know what gender the child is, picked out names (boy/girl names just to be sure...) and man, the baby is a kicker. Haha, moving around swimming in circles and pretty much enjoying life as it is coming!
26 weeks and 6 days pregnant, and counting
Through it all we're still very much happy with the pregnancy. Even if things have to be changed so drastically and so fast in a row. At the end of each day we both fall asleep with our hands on my belly. Happy, eager and *sighs* in love!
Once the baby room is done and work has turned less hectic I will be able to make my come back. Before the baby comes that is. I have enough things I need to post up here, but hate doing things in haste.
Never thought I'd ever be this... picture perfect. But I am.
Hope you are all doing fine. Sorry for not dropping a line here and there, I truly do miss hanging out on here and hope to do it soon.
Well got to go, it's late and there's so much to do!
BYE!
WyZ
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